It sucks not being close to certain people anymore. Its sad to say i used to be friends with you and we used to be close instead of we are friends and we are close. 

you’re really pushing it right now.

Worst thing to do is keep a girl waiting. At least for me it is.

These thoughts still won’t get out of my head.  You’ve told me so many times but they just won’t go away.  I think i’m just over thinking a lot of things and i just want something or someone to tell me that you’re legit, that you’re not just going to waste 2 years of my life and screw me over.  Only a few more weeks till this vacation and I hope we’re good after it’s over.  I love you and the thought of you with someone else just hurts.